dear son - vaughn adrianne,
God knows how mami jheng and dadi vhonn misses you. it's been 4months 1week since you went home there in the philippines. we didn't intend to let you go, to be far away from us. we had choice to let you stay in here with us. but we didn't take the risk to have a nanny for you. we chose nanay to take care of you instead. we know, she'll take care of you as much as we do. mami jheng and dadi vhonn needs to work for you our son. it is for your own good. it won't take long son. we're doing our best to get you back here as soon as possible. we'll all be together soon - you, dadi and mami.
we love you so much son! you are the best Gift we have ever received from Papa Jesus.
mami jheng cries every now and then. i miss your smell, your cry and your touch. i feel jealous whenever i see you over the webcam hugging nanay. how i wish i am nanay whom you are hugging. how i wish i am the who you'll run to when you feel bad, want to sleep or hungry.
i feel jealous when nanay tells me that only Her you want to be with. i do know you are too young to understand everything. but i am praying that one day you will come to understant why we have to sacrifice to send you home in the philippines. as i said, son it will not take so long.
today, i really cried...cried so hard that i even lost my right Contact Lens. I was waiting for you since morning to go online. dadi and i wants to watch and chat with you the whole day. it's friday son, it's our off from work. unfortunately, nanay forget to switch on the PC. it's already evening when you go online. we saw you son, we talked to you for a while. you look so good and hypher. you were so talkative now. then you keep on laughing. but it lasted for half an hour only as you felt tired already it's 9pm. it's time for you to go to bed. you went with nanay to the room. slept soundly.
yes we see you everyday via webcam. we're very thankful to the technology of internet. so thankful that unlike other parents 20yrs ago there were no internet nor mobile phones to communicate with.
son, we pray to Papa Jesus always to keep you safe there. you have your Guardian Angel there watching you eveyday. be good always. i hope one day, you'll have the chance to read this blog dedicated to you.
we love and misses you so much vaughn adrianne. we'll see you soon.
by the way, dadi and mami started preparing for your 1st birthday celebration.
keep safe our baby....
love's you here,
dadi vhonn & mami jheng